mmk. i wrote a post a couple weeks ago about how i was trying to do good and blah blah blah anyway, its not working. im starting to get a lil wild again. its so much fun but i feel guilty. i didnt have sex for 2 years and well that is down the drain. im comfused. part of me wants to keep on keepin on and part of me is screaming i hate this. its like im 2 different people sometimes. bc i can be very good and also very bad when i want to be. please be gentle in your response i need some good insight. not an asshole response.