[jeepcoma]

Thanks Mike, you're right about a lot. I'm not a wuss with her, but I did get predictable. I tired too hard. I've been doing a lot of reading (thanks Doc Love!!), and just going back to being myself. I'm feeling better already.

On other news, she came over to my room today (while I was reading this thread, ironically enough). She came and sat down next to me, but I think I did the right thing. I pretty much ignored her the whole time, didn't move my hands towards hers, didn't touch her, and just talked to my friends that were in the room like she wasn't there. When she said she was going home, I did the gentleman thing and asked if she wanted me to walk her home, she said no, so I said "see ya" and left it at that.

I'm ready to toss her in the dumpster, but if she gives me a sufficent apology on her own (without my egging her on, etc) and shows me she can be loyal, I'll give it another shot, because I believe good things are worth fighting for. But if she can't show me it's worth it, it's over.